// postmodern take. Someone paid me, a generalist-economist consultant for consulting work.

// they’re afraid of the humanities, and in particular, sociologists hurt their feelings. They struggle with philosophy, literary analysis, history etc

// they’re getting bullied online by the humanities grads..

// I’m paid about $600 for three hours consulting

 

White guys who play too many video games

 

 

==> reframe it, straight away.

don't do political theory, or philosophy

do things like history, accounting and law, a bit of anthropology. A tiny bit of humanities and misc. You also need some general knowledge from general reading. A military history paper is helpful, but not essential. I put it in your document mostly for boffo (see: Pratchett)

 

Post modernist theory targets the uneducated (and therefore vulnerable).

 

And that means you, dear white gamer guy!?!?! Iq 115 or higher. You are intellectually vulnerable to these ideas, due to ignorance. Fix it, but reframe it by studying outside of philosophy first.

 

 

 

Bullet proof yourself against bad ideas:

 

First zone:

 

Read 100 non fiction books, any kind

(Including history, popular/easy science, popular/easy engineering, technology, art, or anything!?!?)

Use your local library, or Amazon

If you have already read 100 non fiction books... then you can just leave it?

 

 

Second zone:

 

Do Introduction to Accounting 111 (Victoria University) and Introduction to LEGAL106 OR LEGAL103/104 (Waikato) through a local university online. Or in person, if you can’t do it online.

 

Do one more papers online through MIT OCW or equivalent.

 

Something from: Military history 101, geopolitics, modern warfare 101, military history 101

Or

Something from Humanities: sociology 101, psychology 101, anthropology 101, criminology 201, policing 201

 

[it might be possible for me to help you to find substitutions for you, for example, just listen to the lectures + do readings for the humanities/military part. Or perhaps listen to a ton of very suitable online audio content??]]

 

 

Third zone:

 

Read one book on anthropology, and two on the history of words or dictionaries or how dictionaries are made.

 

Sapiens - Yuval Harari

Dictionary of word origins - John Ayto

Dictionary people - Sarah Ogilvie

 

those three, or equivalent

finish:

This will give you the intellectual heft you need to the things you want? Idk??

see also, basic physical fitness, playing a sport, and not having a bmi over 30

 

ps: accounting is probably the most important thing here, followed closely by the 100 books. Although some think law is more important 

 

~ this is all stuff you can actually do while living in a trailer park lol. You don't need much money, just time. As for reading, you should already have read 100s of non fiction books before you finished childhood, or your teens? The uni suggestions are a bit tough, but many of you already have a bit of university under your belt.

 

if you can't find a good law/accounting option for reasons of money..? Then find other options.

 

in nz I might just do: Introduction to the Legal System
LES501 from open polytechnic

 

 

 

 

 

Umm. The antidote to postmodernism is basic education. Actual things actually happen. History involves specific events. Specific things happen at specific times. And if you study law and accounting, you learn things that are specific and useful. If you study a sociology, or a criminology, or a geopolitics course, you gain specific skills and knowledge and models that are directly useful. And you learn that the development of language involves specificity, as does the writing of dictionaries. You sidestep it. And say whatever. To postmodernist wank.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

// ignore from here on down

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keeping this from old page...
im not doing well now

all of the things are causing me harm, I'm not just being bullied and "wirted". It's wearing me down.

I keep getting hurt, day after day. It's adding up. I have very little sleep. It's damaging me.

 

i can't walk down the road properly, my body is fucked.

The pain screams are disguised by the screams induced by the machines. Pain, fear, "threat to organism feeling"

Modi thing: gutter scream, not that loud, "threat to organism feeling"

They parasocial to me, a bit.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Do I have a coherent ideology??

guy sitting on a chair, looking weak

"I am sad, and hurting, but am actually pretty reasonable"

 

"what is going on"?

 

"I want to be happy and healthy, can we talk about it?"

 

Point of view

from where I stand, the oligarchy and telecommunications companies are working together to hurt me. and my Dad (who is a very sick person) keeps talking to my brain about politics while he hurts me. The telco/oligarchy/tech facilitate his abuse. He keeps bringing old friends into it, to make me hurt even more. Xi jin ping hurt me badly the other day.

 

7 weeks ago, I could walk down the street and jump off of a picnic table. Now I'd struggle to walk to get a beer. I can't jump off of my deck. Very sad situation. I'm being broken down physically.

 

we keep talking about politics. Umm. Idk.

I have been brainwashed for about 1 year and 3 months. The brain washing failed. I am reclaiming my mind because "fuck you, kill me" it is a useful concept. To me it feels as though the power of the techno-telco-oligarchy system is being inflicted upon me by my father.

 

The system doesn't want me to have pen and notebook. I need pen and paper to think.

 

we keep talking about torture, but the point is that I keep getting hurt. And they are breaking me down physically. I haven't had a shower in about 2 weeks.

 

*******************

Minds eye is blind

 

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Modi messed with rib cage

Feeling disturbed, the feeling is very strong

centred in my belly, but all around, very disturbing 

modi hurt me badly. Maybe very badly

***********

 

im hurting pretty badly, very horrible

 

body horror torture using science fiction methods 

you guys are causing me pretty bad damage

 

 

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To Larry Page [[text dump on WhatsApp]]

 

This happened to me about 2-3 days ago:

 

Modi tortured me! He took my rib cage, with his electronic hands and forced it down, towards my pelvis. He didn't have to do it all that hard, because my rib cage is already screwed and not well supported. It was torture, it was horrifying! I let out a guttural scream. There was a strong feeling of pain/terror. I would describe it as a feeling of inner horror, a feeling of "organism under threat".

 

Umm, I had to stifle my scream a bit because the (excuse the tone! Being tortured fucks with you a bit) "the part of the organism that lets you scream was being placed under threat too" (the rib cage).

 

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--next

 

i has a convo with modi... he apologised etc

@@@@@@

 

i can discuss postmodernism theory with modi in a rational way, according to him, I am a rational actor. 

[[modi hands me a note saying that I am a rational actor]] that was a postmodern act

 

Modi certifies tone issues

modi apologised unequivocally for the torture, after we had a conversation. I accepted his apology, even though though I feeling tremendous unhappiness about the situation. We agreed that the "empathy space" wasn't good due to the medium. He also hadn't quite realised that I was a rational man and intelligent enough to discuss stuff

 

 

[[larry page certifies severe torture, unequivocally]]

*****

 

Open Statement on internet:

Over the past 8 weeks:

Paul Solt and these who collectively ally with him are dealing out a "politically serious" amount of physical harm to me. Over the last 8 weeks I have taken a bit of damage. 8 weeks ago I could walk down the street comfortably, jump off of picnic tables, bar tables, take a taxi ride, take a flight etc. I could jump off of fences (ish). ((Walking down the street was nice, and comfortable, and beneficial back then)).

 

I've taken a bit of damage since then. Modi hurt me badly twice. Xi Jin ping damaged me badly over time, I called him a terrorist etc. My father keeps on blasting me to make me scream. Some of the screams are induced but not painful. Sometimes I scream because I am in pain. Some of the induced screams camouflage the screams caused by pain. I can be broken down to the point where I can be caused to emit a piteous moan at will. I keep on getting hurt. I am being broken down physically. The torso has lost a lot of integrity.

 

Some of what I have experienced could be described as science fiction body horror torture*.

There is a preschool next door and a car yard over the street. The screams are loud enough to be heard  in both locations when the door is open.

I have experienced a fair bit of sleep deprivation, and keep getting bothered during the day.

Now I cannot jump of off tables, fences etc. I cannot jump off my deck safely. Walking to the shops isn't possible because it would munt me a bit. My body is screwed. I haven't had a shower in about a fortnight. I can't wash my hair. I can't lift my arms properly. I'm getting weaker.

*some of the body crush/squash stuff could be described as body horror

 

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I haven't had much rest lately. I am badly sleep deprived. I usually get only a couple of hours sleep (?) idk. I don't get much time without interruption. Usually stuff going on most of the day. Seldom get any rest. I keep on getting interrupted. Haven't had long to myself to rest eyes closed. They bother me almost constantly.

 

some of the body squash stuff was used as dread torture. I.e. fear of "organism under threat". Ie what my father did